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Memory Correction
What if I was wrong and no one cared to mention? What if I was right and they thought I only wanted attention? I'm so great, psychiatrist...
Amanda Lvnar
23 hours ago2 min read
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I Will Never Forget
Though it's been two decades to the day I cannot forget the way you treated me I cannot forget the way you abused my heart til it was...
Amanda Lvnar
Apr 222 min read
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Hoax
You think you can intimidate me with curses and hyperboles? Darling, you don't know what I've been through trying to get next to you. So,...
Amanda Lvnar
Apr 221 min read
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When I See You Again 12/27/24
When I See You Again When I see you again I will be confident, but soft spoken I will be wearing a Juturna shirt tucked in And black...
Amanda Lvnar
Jan 141 min read
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All Over Again/A Place In Time
All Over Again I can feel it coming deep down in my stomach, yeah All this time I thought nothing could tear us Nothing but my illness...
Amanda Lvnar
Jan 123 min read
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All Is Not Lost
The cuts and the scars on my fingers they bleed and they blister from holding the rope to our home sweet home. The last of day of another...
Amanda Lvnar
Jan 111 min read
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Staying Alive in 2025
it’s New Years Eve 2024 And I’m sitting here alone Imagining the party that would be going on The vinyls bumping on my stereo And I’m...
Amanda Lvnar
Jan 12 min read
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Been
Been doing somethings the last few days. I wanted to print today, but somehow I worked on some other things, got distracted and now its...
Amanda Lvnar
Dec 29, 20242 min read
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Here's the Thing
Monday August 12th, 2024 9:48a Its my first day back in the Backspace in a couple of weeks. Mostly because I've been doing this little...
Amanda Lvnar
Dec 29, 20242 min read
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I Wish You Well
This is a song I wrote in 2020.
Amanda Lvnar
Dec 29, 20241 min read
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Creatvre of Havoc
I heard a voice on the phone That sounded like home I didn’t know who it was It sounded so scared and so serious Like a 10 year old boy...
Amanda Lvnar
Dec 17, 20241 min read
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All I Ever Needed 5-24-24
I watch the expiration dates and the calendar pages flip day after day and soon it’s another year that you’re not here and then it’s...
Amanda Lvnar
Dec 16, 20241 min read
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The Greatest Version of You
Every note that I’ve practiced, every thought I’ve produced has been mounded and cultivated to speaking the truth. That every moment my...
Amanda Lvnar
Dec 15, 20242 min read
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To The Most Determined
How can I range from genius to stupid in less time than it takes to realize I'm useless? Anger fills my heart to know the only people who...
Amanda Lvnar
Dec 5, 20242 min read
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Not In Control
11:11am no joke. I made my wish. Tuesday July 9th, 2024 Tuesdays are the soon-to-be official printing day. I started a few hours ago. I...
Amanda Lvnar
Aug 19, 20243 min read
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Give it to you
11:18a Typical late start today. I got up and cleaned and putzed around for a while, but I'm finally ready to get started. I already...
Amanda Lvnar
Jul 9, 20245 min read
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Framed
Thursday June 13th, 2024 Jethro Tull Thick as a Brick Wasn't expecting to post today. But I got a lot done already and so I had free time...
Amanda Lvnar
Jun 23, 20248 min read
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Ask me How
Monday May 12, 2024 aprox. 3:00p Steve Miller Band Rock Love Captiol Man, I started this blog hours ago. I carved my plate and I intended...
Amanda Lvnar
May 19, 202411 min read
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Not Thinking
I know its been a while since my last blog entry, but I have been working. Just for some reason I didn't feel like writing. I've listened...
Amanda Lvnar
May 7, 20245 min read
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Moody Mix
Tuesday 4-16-24 7 something pm. I was just sitting here waiting for the sun to set. It's so warm in my apartment because I have a whole...
Amanda Lvnar
Apr 16, 20243 min read
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