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Sometimes I think in this Order

 

"Die do-gooders!"

said ironically sideways

twisted like a double slider

with mayonnaise

Its richness with manicures and canes

from a forbearance of pain

You abstain?

from mutiny of destiny

If we could only find a way to play another game

thats like chess to me.

Everyone was watching me write.

Everyone was watching me, right?

She said "I was a pretty girl back in the day, wasn't I hunny, right?"

to the priest with her hands down to her knees

shaking those tit-tays

to the floor

and my back hurts from floats and flavors

its cracklin' <-- whatever that is

its broken.

the formula that needs to be destroyed

Here, its listed {from before}

under "I don't give a fuck"

its twisted to jump 

cause I said it once, fuck

So, I've reasoned with me

not to look

for fear that I'll know

too much about the fear

THATS the luck

that I wanted a gun

Can I just do my beat

and you follow along?

Is that what it means to your mom,

That you won't clip her toe nails when she's old

and they're long?

Its just a fun hobby 

oh, you know.

I just do it out of my house 

made of 10 thousand popsicle sticks

Its "switched at birth" kind of bullshit

where I was *nurtured* by earthlings

who used antenna to touch me.

Its just an ongoing research program

I'm completely funding

with my bad habits of NOTHING.

Theres one where I use your real name.

Which means they're on to me.

------>Then why do you keep on

doing it when you know its wrong?

Its God, and he's barely gettin' up today.

And you haven't called?

You must wonder whats up with him?

Did you know that the most important

thing in this world disappeared?

It just up and it left

like that ring on the bureau.

You asked me what a word meant

"Wait, what does that word mean?"

Persist. You were gleaming with sweat

from the trenches

of heartbreak warfare

Man, get to the dentist.

You're fucked up

yo, for cutting

Thats 'wassup' from the 80's

of Luck, Lust, and Love

and -SPADES- its a baby

 to treasure

with AIDS of the heart, soul, and liver

Regardless of race, age, or gender

Its better that *THAT*

Its a miracle *Concept Art with a meaning*

Its "smarter" just to buy a new face

when this one gets tired out of running.

Retire out the phonebooks

We have no other phone booths

to slaughter all the mistresses

we called to say "goodnight" to.

amanda lvnar 2018

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