In case you wondering why I was so cold.

I forever buried what's in my heart and soul.

That I would give everything to have you by my side, 

but when you left my life was wrecked

at how ashamed I was to treat my love like that.

You left me on this shipwrecked shore

in lonely isolated torture.

For one more kiss, for one last touch

I vowed to give my undying love.

I fled the shakled chains of lies.

And let truth prevail in your loving eyes.

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In case you were wondering why I was so cold.

It took every belief in my heart and soul.

That you would come back to find my shipwrecked tomb

in lonely isolated tortured gloom.

I waited, pacing counting seconds of time

until exactly the right moment to make you mine.

And yet you fled a second time.

Then years they turned mountains around

they lowered me to the pits of hell

and lifted me to the highest ground.

Only to find you stretched light years ahead

living the same life a different way.

I'll never loose my trust in you again.

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amanda lvnar Sep 2018

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